but i found someone new ..

I wish I could rip out a page of my memory
Cause I put to much energy in him and me
Can't wait till I get through this phase
Cause its killing me
To bad we can't re-write our own history
Such a mystery when hes here with me
It's hard to believe I'm still lonely
Chances fading now, patience running out
This ain't how its supposed to be

ENERGY . keri hils0n .

that song ALWAYS reminds me of him , and though i made it official with him .. icant help but miss , think , and wonder about my past . . iknow igotta get off it .. and ikinda do feel bad . itake that back ; IFEEL bad . its like im using him ! and i`ve never been that type ! idont wanna think of B has the REBOUND , and idont wanna USE him to get over the past ,,, to be honest .. thats why im here in the position im in RIght now ! iused HIM to get over my last past .. && fell so DEEP and DOWN , that fuCk , look at me now ! .. this cant be life !