Ima make YOUR song cry

A face of stone, was shocked on the other end of the phone, Word back home is that you had a special friend. So what was oh so special then? I have given away without gettin at you, That's MY fault, how many times have I forgiven you? How were you to know that I was plain sick of you? YOU know the way you was livin was whack, and I had to get a nigga back like that! Shit youre a man with pride, but I did that shit like that. I just pick up and leave and leave you sick like that. yeah, I threw away what we had, just like that. You was "just" fuckin them girls, and you thought you was gon' get right back? They say you can't turn a bad girl good, But once a good girls goin bad, she's gone forever.. You'll mourn forever. Shit YOU gotta live with the fact that you did me wrong forever.

news

so i'm here at KTLA, inbetween duties, and I thought I'd share this patheitc story i found in our logs that I think is the dumbest thing ever... some lady left her 23 month-old baby in the car in Santa Clarita (which if you are from or know the LA area that mess gets HOTT) and the poor thing died.

"Detectives have learned that the child had been shopping with his mother earlier during the day. Upon returning to their home, the mother left the child in the vehicle unattended with the windows rolled up. After several hours, she realized the child was not in their home and returned to the vehicle to look for the child," Thompson said. "Upon doing so, she found the child still strapped in his car seat, unconscious."

HOW DO YOU FORGET YOUR BABY? there is NO excuse. A baby is not a damn phone or something that slips your mind when getting out the car, and hours later you go, hey where is that thing? SMSH. some people are NOT meant to be parents..

D: It's a lonely road when you know what you want. That's a road where you won't make stops and pick people up.

A: Yeah, but it's even lonelier when you don't know what you want.

D: Right, but when you don't know what you want, you're more liable to pick up hitch hikers.

A: I know, and for the moment you feel like you're on top, but at the end of the day you still go home alone. Hitch hikers come and go, they're never permanent.

D: Right, hitch hikers are there waiting for the next car to stop for them. They wont get their own car because they have no drive.

WHOA!

.. and this will be the last time i discuss this issue EVER again. i almost feel silly doing so mush as writing this, but i have never ever been so disgusted in my life. i'm not even hurt anymore i'm just.. ashamed at this point. like.. YUCK! its crazy how you can think you know somebody so well and they just change right before your very eyes. what THEY don't understand is my shit was on some for life type shit. the wife is for life. all u other groupies & bitches are just.. EASY access for the moment. i'm TATTED on there, so when he turns his back on YOU, you will see ME, never forget it ;]

and as far as you, if that's where you wanna be, go right on ahead, that's alright with me because you don't even know where i'm headed.








o all the ladies who "snoop" on their bf's, DON'T! unless you are given some serious reason to, and then once you find out what you need to know STOP! it doesn't matter what else happens after that, he's already done what he did in the 1st place. if he is your ex, why are you still looking? he already did what he did to you, why look for MORE reason to be hurt? you will never get over the boy if you keep him in your brain and worry about what he's doing and who he is with. he not over here worried about what your doing, and he ain't with you anymore and THAT SAYS ENOUGH. point blank period.

wake up

have you ever been in love? like really IN love? what about having your heart broken? been there? i asked someone this morning if they have and he said it was pretty early for such a random question. and i told him love is a disease. it never lets you sleep. when its good, you cant stop thinking about it. its so good that you cant sleep because you're thinking about it. and when it hurts, it hurts so bad that you still cant sleep because you're still thinking about it. not even trying to quote Kanye, but why does something that supposed to be so good, hurt soo damn bad? i've seen so many friends go through the pleasures and pains of love, and it is amazing how many times they keep letting themselves fall in love... if it hurts so bad, why do it again? why not avoid the pain by just never putting yourself in the position to get hurt in the first place? but then again, by avoiding it you never get to experience the joy of love, and the good sides of it. i don't know... fear is never a good thing to live in, but how can you not with all the horrible things in our world today? being caught between your heart and mind is the most confusing and stressful thing in the world.

well, off to another long hard day at work, for the 6th day in a row.

Here i am

that's right, i'm here again, in the blog world!! oh man... this should be interesting. what made me leave? change. what made me come back? change. i'm ready...

PS - Dark Knight is the BEST movie ever & Heath was the BEST joker ever!!!