SIMPLICITY.--*

Align your lines with my rhymes
And maybe in time
We can build the spine
That binds your work
With mine.
I Dare You To Let Me Write You.

A Bad Habit--*

Im always that tough one.
The petite chick with advice like
"Fuck niggas ; you don't need him anyways."
Yes, small frame but my talk is mean.
And I got a stubborn streak inherited
From a generation of women
Who honestly didn't give a shit.
So
I
Lose.
The battle with myself when I say its ok to cry
Cuz I've strategically trained my eyes
To lock tears behind steel bars.
&nd
I
Chose.
To be a hard rock, ms. hill told me I was a gem,
I shoulda listened then.
Cuz now my heart stays iced over
Cold, Bitter, AND unapologetic.
When disrespect presents itself,
Emotions ; disabled.
Then
I
Fuse
Together the pieces broken with pride and glue.
I'm that chick.
The one with clenched fists
And tight grips,
The loud voice and quiet atmosphere.
My heart lives in solitude And
I
Refuse
To be unhappy.
But sometimes I just wanna be
Vulnerable.



- Ayanna Navarro

Quote thiSz;

i know it seems hard sometimes
but remember one thing
through every dark night;
there's a BRIGHT DAY after tht.
So no matter how hard it get;
stick your chest out;
KEEP YA HEAD UP. . . .
&nd HandLe it.

&nd this day shaLL R.I.P.

the Love is gone. . .










so i wiLL aLways be Ayanna. nothin more nothin Less.

cLose

How do we measure closeness
Is it by how much we tell one another
Or how much we grow as individuals
Or as a couple
Maybe with a little more openness
From both of us we can become the people we are searching for
The person you want to become
Who I want to be 
Who we should be together as one
As individuals and together
Because you mean more to me then this entire world
And I know no matter where I've been 
Or no matter how I've felt about the people I've been with your the one for me 
The one I want to be close to
Spiritually. . .
Mentally. . .
Emotionally. . .
Intimately. . .
The one I want to spend the rest of my forever with
The one I want by my side when my forever comes to an end
I want to wake to you each morning 
And when I go to sleep at night 
I want to know ur there 
Or you'll be by my side soon
We may not have the closeness we should at this point but I don't want that to stop us
Because I know people can look at me and see the impact you've made on my life 
And can see god created you for me and me for you 
To me there's nothing greater than that
To know that GOD took a rib from you. . .
To create me 
Not so that we could come together instantly
Like Adam and eve
But so that at the point where I needed you most and you needed me
We came together by such a fate
Thinking about that in and of itself is a blessing wake up and Thank Him for everyday
And then I see you and I feel that much closer
That is why I'm with you
That is why through thick and thin I will be here
And That is why my search ends with you. . .
My love, my life
The Adam to my Eve.

DRAKE DRIZZZZZYYY BBY

SO FAR GONE. . .


if yu aint got it. .
then idk wht to say. . .

this pic taken like a couple days ago.
He's in LA for the grammy'z &nd Edit`n his Mixtape "SO FAR GONE".



L.A. dont worry. HE got us.

this is why they hate me.

the fairest of all.
dont mean to boast, but damn if i dont brag

oh but did i mention my hubby is the finest of all
damn i love this man right here.

H.I.M

h.i.m.
"he is mine" "he is my everything"
i love him more than anything in the world...
he loves, protects, and provides for me...
dezmend & ayanna are forever...
=] (cheesing)

indulge in the mary jane smoke.

i dont wanna be missed; forgotten is much more easier... why dont you lite one and blow me away dont need me? fine just roll a fat one and let the narc sink in...
let it delete the memory of my face and the remembrance of my scent.
let the blunt get you high, let it help you reach heights i never couldve helped you achieve...
feel good dont it, reall good dont it?
and when you blow your high, i hope you smoke again...
smoke with friends, split them ends
i hope you forget again.
done.

Thoughts. . .

i sat on the beach tonite
& nothing came to mind
No beautiful words
Or love songs to sing
Only thoughts of you
Thoughts of we
Thoughts. . . she, you, & me
Only simple thoughts of all the things we use to be
Thoughts of who I was & who I've become
Reflected on nights that I held my pillow tight
Wishing it was you, 
When missing you was s0o0o0o wrong. . .
But it felt s0o0o0o right
I've got to let go of this feeling,
But its s0o0o0o strong gripping, me s0o0o0o tight
Like a vice
I've got to move on
Because it seems you & me will never be right
In your eyes. . . 
I've realized I've got to release myself
From this prison I've created in my mind
Your love`s like the bars that imprison me
It won't let me be free. . .
But I've got to move on 
because the love that I cherish s0o0o0o 
You no longer do
& I can't keep holding on. . .
To these simple thoughts
Thoughts of she, me, & you
Thoughts of us. . .
Thoughts of me, thoughts of you. . .
I sat on the beach tonite
&& nothing beautiful came to mind
No love songs
Just thoughts
Simple thoughts . . .

I'm realizing how much I have been growing by many aspects.
I've bloomed into a Beautiful Young Lady from a Cute Teen.
My Intellect and Perceptions have become more broad.
My Interest in many things have changed.
But, I've still got a long way to go!
And, I am certainly excited about experience.
I'M A BLOOMiNG FLOWER

HELLO LOVELY ,
you've got smitten
. . . . . . . . all over your face.
& i've got love.


did i forget to say you rock my world!

Relationship BuLLshit

omg my heart is broken for her. . .

Love. . .

Its this indescribable sensation,
Something you feel from your head to your toes,
Makes you feel like I don't know, your walking on clouds
Or moons, or stars or something
It takes you to a world you've never known.
It takes you by surprise. . .
Like when your not looking for it
There it is!
&& when its right. . .OMG is it right!
Its like nothing in this terrifying world can touch you.
No matter what your going through
Its like loving that person && knowing they love you back
It protects you somehow.
Like your a Caterpillar in a cocoon.
Just waiting to break out, become a butterfly
&& fly away.
Love. . .
Its this incredible sensation,
&& when you have it for someone
You can never shake it. . .
Not real love, not this love. . .
Its like standing on a mountain top
Or laying in the sand && listening to the ocean crash against the shore.
Love like that you only have for one person ever. . .
If you lucky. Because love like that. . .
You put your all into.
Love like that. . .gives you hope, gives you faith
&& no matter what happens. . .love like that can never leave you
Even if the person who ignited that flame does. . .

more boredom

ok soooooooo this is my closet. you guys already know how i am when i come to my shoes and clothes. . lol


not evn half of my shoes. you know me. all thee finer designer names!




when i get sick of the world this is where i come!


yea yall know i have to have my own bathroom. fuck sharing!



my fav room of the house. but of course we cant sit in there.


blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-alcohol.


another room i cant sit in. lol hhaha. mommy dont play.


my kitchen. where all of the lovely cooking goes down.


i love this painting. my fav item of our house.



in front of our bar. you cant see the alcohol. lol